New Dawn

I guess I've learnt somthing about boundaries recently.
I was strolling into town, unusually apprehensive, goin to meet a boy(at 20 does he still count as boy?) as I was (or so was the plan anyways) and on my way there i passed a familiar face, I smiled at this familiar face and hoped for them to smile back because such a smile fromsuch a person really could make my day.

They didn't smile back.

Now normally I try not to read too much into things such as these ,as letting them bother me is petty and thus womanly in a way I don't want to be, but you know it stings abit when someone you really like suddenly gets all distant with you.
For weeks I feared I had committed some sort of social Faux pas, had said something that had somehow being picked up as flirting. Now it seems he more likely ran into my Daddy Dearest in a local pub on some drunken Friday. Ha ha

It's funny to me.

And Ironic too, because in a way it was yet another sign for me to start moving on and letting go of what could be and what I know for what is and what will be and more. This seems so because here at College I'm really coming into my own.
No it's not been an easy adjustment but it wasn't difficult either, this is a challange yeah?

Almost fell for Lorna

Good thing I didn't though, I love her like, she is one of the most amazing people ever. She gets my jokes!! Aside from that she is also very much her own person, and a confidant one at that. If it weren't for her being so open about her sexuality, I'd have stayed clammed up. When she said it i saw another guy at the table sort of judder a bit but I think he's over the intial shock now.
besides we have our own little group now; and yeah Damiel James is gay and like me he was way shocked by Lorna's openess, but we're all mates now and he's not so you know, terrified about talking bout it - but like me (and Lorna) he doesn't want to become one of those gay people who only ever talks about gay people and being gay and ends up becoming typecast as THE GAY FELLA, because youknow, we're people too, there is more to us than just our sexuality yeah?

Book Recommendation: Interview With A Vampire- Anne Rice
(A real vampire book)
Movie Review
Oceans Eleven - beautiful stuff, well shot, smooth ,slick, funny.