Today I am tired.
Not really what I oughta say is I am tired now. the Great Adventure that is college is actually looking like it will be quite alot of work. i do not mind that,only the thing is i am having trouble registering. Due to the usual amount of very sophisticated ineptitude innate in Bureaucrats.

I have in an indirect way told Lorna that I love her. I used the past tense.

But yes it seems it will be yet another while before I can access the benefits being a registered student brings, such as the StuCard. the student discount card, it makes student life amazingly easier.

I hoped to escape all the small town worries a.k.a the reasons i started this blog, by moving to Greston but alas, you bring your troubles with you. it seems.
No I did not bring my troubles with me, I am far too happy for that to be it, I suppose it wouldn't be a lie to say I am worried. Worried that due to this Card trouble i will fall behind on the course work, worried that I restrain myself too much when chance calls and not enough when it is the voice of folly.

The Lord forgive me for all my sins I have been an avaricious fool, hoarding good luck to myself and like a glutton feeding upon happiness or rather, momentary pleasures that passed like the morning mist.
Becoming complacent in the lack of strife or sorrow, doing such stupid little things. Yet it is the little things that matter, that make us up into who we are.
One should discipline oneself and seek to live with honor and purity of heart because to fail to be disciplined above all else,leads to disaster, to a life wasted.
Or worse Others will come and discipline you instead, perhaps even fate noting how thouroughly you fail to grasp the good rope of truth when it is gently handed to you will take it upon herself to truss you up with it
To bind you til you cannot move to commit folly or good.

I should go to sleep. I should be on time. I should shut my mouth, just a little bit more than usual,
I should let go
I should be oneminded in my approach
I should trust myself and others
I should believe in me and in the possibility of possiblity

I really should get some sleep.

Love