I wish I were comatose
Somewhere out of existence
Where I would no longer have to think
This life has become blurred
What is right?What is wrong?
How do I sooth the pain?
Why does it always come back
?The longing
The depressed haze
I need a hand to hold
And a sweet word whispered in my ear
But it never comes
It doesn't seek me out
And I seem unable to take it
Always I stop myself
For whatever reason
Thinking I could never have it
Or denying myself what I know I could
Destined to be alone
Life is simple that way
I've gotten use to being numb
I can live there longer
Make me comatose
So it's easier to bear
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More or less channels one passage of thought that's running through my brain, not too loudly though. I amn't in pain or anything like I was before. before it was worse than BB, it was a whole entire body hurt. But now what hurt is healed or forgot and I look up smiling to go frontwards and on.
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