Thursday, October 22, 2009
...so was?
jkli jklij shi i hate this again it happens
I love you he he madden me so i cant talk
unmade in my rage I hate no love no nothing
Did the gods make us for this
Trickster living drunken revalry
Irish style debauchery (soz)
Are we not sentinent beings?
Dwarf und human Warum Lebens Sie so?
Maskana ma elves yangu sé munoy'ta
zhaka d'i?
I unlearn how to speak. Taught
'stead how to eat my eignes worten
Poetry not orgies I've writ and no
one in the Lords damn world is down
with it. I cant see, me naive?
Look sorry to everyone ,that being everyone who'll never read this, about the things I've said
sorry to mom and Dad for not always listening you were right, eventually you were right.
No apologies to liars and theives and so called predators, In Meiner Meinung wúrden Sie gestorben , besser wird die Welt.
and thanks you to Apocalyptica for fixing me up. again.
And Steve Dillion you rock too.
I love you he he madden me so i cant talk
unmade in my rage I hate no love no nothing
Did the gods make us for this
Trickster living drunken revalry
Irish style debauchery (soz)
Are we not sentinent beings?
Dwarf und human Warum Lebens Sie so?
Maskana ma elves yangu sé munoy'ta
zhaka d'i?
I unlearn how to speak. Taught
'stead how to eat my eignes worten
Poetry not orgies I've writ and no
one in the Lords damn world is down
with it. I cant see, me naive?
Look sorry to everyone ,that being everyone who'll never read this, about the things I've said
sorry to mom and Dad for not always listening you were right, eventually you were right.
No apologies to liars and theives and so called predators, In Meiner Meinung wúrden Sie gestorben , besser wird die Welt.
and thanks you to Apocalyptica for fixing me up. again.
And Steve Dillion you rock too.
Sunday, October 18, 2009
Never Ever EVER Again!
Apologies Friends for the somewhat drunken nature of my post last night
I meant to write 'Kvetha Fricaya' for the title not -whatever I wrote-
Must've hit the ole faelnirv just a bit too hard.
Which sucks because now I'll have to brew some more :(
Love You NYHM
~~~~Atra Esterni ono thelduin~~~~~~~~
I meant to write 'Kvetha Fricaya' for the title not -whatever I wrote-
Must've hit the ole faelnirv just a bit too hard.
Which sucks because now I'll have to brew some more :(
Love You NYHM
~~~~Atra Esterni ono thelduin~~~~~~~~
Saturday, October 17, 2009
Etyar Fricai
As I was about to retire for the night just as my mind was circling the outer-realms of The Dreaming, I was awoken but a sudden and inextingushble desire to blog.
THETHOUGHT TH€AT WOKE ME: AS I was dreaming of all my beloved and the ones whom they in turn, or more precisly, they instead love, this thought ocurred to me; The worlds not half as promiscuous as it reckons itself to be, and people on a whole are kinder,stronger,smarter and more courageous beings than they know
Fair Aires he came into my sleep inducing seducive imagery
Aghast was I to behold him so, until he said "hey just let it go"
To hell with inhibition! Let the heart roam free
"Thou would have me at your will,"quoth I to him
And Faery Aires did laugh. A Strong hearty chuckle, full beaut' an' full malice
Aires Fair Aeré did laugh and he took me 'pon a magickal dance in a place where Lovestruck humans do chance the fates
Swearing ,aswooning so, to never part
Pledging(so foolishly) their feeble hearts.
"Aeries oh Aeris I long for thee so, Aeries oh Aeries, you should know, Aeries my love for thine would not grow old ne'er be cold, never fall faint"
And fair Aires, Faery Aires ,Fair Aeré did laugh
Romance Eh? Naught but rust on ones sword If you ask me.
THETHOUGHT TH€AT WOKE ME: AS I was dreaming of all my beloved and the ones whom they in turn, or more precisly, they instead love, this thought ocurred to me; The worlds not half as promiscuous as it reckons itself to be, and people on a whole are kinder,stronger,smarter and more courageous beings than they know
Fair Aires he came into my sleep inducing seducive imagery
Aghast was I to behold him so, until he said "hey just let it go"
To hell with inhibition! Let the heart roam free
"Thou would have me at your will,"quoth I to him
And Faery Aires did laugh. A Strong hearty chuckle, full beaut' an' full malice
Aires Fair Aeré did laugh and he took me 'pon a magickal dance in a place where Lovestruck humans do chance the fates
Swearing ,aswooning so, to never part
Pledging(so foolishly) their feeble hearts.
"Aeries oh Aeris I long for thee so, Aeries oh Aeries, you should know, Aeries my love for thine would not grow old ne'er be cold, never fall faint"
And fair Aires, Faery Aires ,Fair Aeré did laugh
Romance Eh? Naught but rust on ones sword If you ask me.
Psychosocial
Es ist ein schones Tag, Kalt ja , aber der Sonne Scheint und Ich Fuhle so gut und warm.
Deise ist mein neues Blog, Ich hoffe du wird es gut finden.
Es gibt neu Inhalt hier, Ich glaube werde Ich mehr zeit auf Fantasy und buchen verwenden und weniger uber sexulalitat,Manner, und als soche.
So veil musss Ich machen deshalb sprache Ich so kleine.
Danke so veil
Schuss
Aerté
Friday, October 16, 2009
Found this on DeviantART
I wish I were comatose
Somewhere out of existence
Where I would no longer have to think
This life has become blurred
What is right?What is wrong?
How do I sooth the pain?
Why does it always come back
?The longing
The depressed haze
I need a hand to hold
And a sweet word whispered in my ear
But it never comes
It doesn't seek me out
And I seem unable to take it
Always I stop myself
For whatever reason
Thinking I could never have it
Or denying myself what I know I could
Destined to be alone
Life is simple that way
I've gotten use to being numb
I can live there longer
Make me comatose
So it's easier to bear
http://nooj-deathseeker.deviantart.com/
More or less channels one passage of thought that's running through my brain, not too loudly though. I amn't in pain or anything like I was before. before it was worse than BB, it was a whole entire body hurt. But now what hurt is healed or forgot and I look up smiling to go frontwards and on.
Somewhere out of existence
Where I would no longer have to think
This life has become blurred
What is right?What is wrong?
How do I sooth the pain?
Why does it always come back
?The longing
The depressed haze
I need a hand to hold
And a sweet word whispered in my ear
But it never comes
It doesn't seek me out
And I seem unable to take it
Always I stop myself
For whatever reason
Thinking I could never have it
Or denying myself what I know I could
Destined to be alone
Life is simple that way
I've gotten use to being numb
I can live there longer
Make me comatose
So it's easier to bear
http://nooj-deathseeker.deviantart.com/
More or less channels one passage of thought that's running through my brain, not too loudly though. I amn't in pain or anything like I was before. before it was worse than BB, it was a whole entire body hurt. But now what hurt is healed or forgot and I look up smiling to go frontwards and on.
Tuesday, October 13, 2009
I'm REALLY SORRY
Looking for you you in Internet chat rooms/
Kill me quick /
It was a little soon/
sick and free now/
I have not a clue/
What to do, what to do
You were there you made me care
They took the book and messed us around
with their tricks and their sleeves seemed to streach for miles
and all I want from you baby is to see you smile
Yeach you were there
you made me care
and try to be someone a little less repulsive
yeah you were there
So clear
In all your thoughts and deeds
Now you're gone from me /
Love me tender love lately just love me/
Kill me quick /
It was a little soon/
sick and free now/
I have not a clue/
What to do, what to do
You were there you made me care
They took the book and messed us around
with their tricks and their sleeves seemed to streach for miles
and all I want from you baby is to see you smile
Yeach you were there
you made me care
and try to be someone a little less repulsive
yeah you were there
So clear
In all your thoughts and deeds
Now you're gone from me /
Love me tender love lately just love me/
Tonight-The Prayer
Lord, give me grace and dancing feet
And the power to impress
Lord, give me grace and dancing feet Let me outshine them all
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
2nd best runner upIs it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more, than is given to you?
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm
I will slice I will dazzleI will outshine them all
Standing on the packed dance floor
Our bodies throb in time
Silent on the weekdays Tonight I claim whats mine
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?2nd best runner up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more, than is given to you
And the power to impress
Lord, give me grace and dancing feet Let me outshine them all
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?
2nd best runner upIs it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more, than is given to you?
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm I will slice I will dazzle them with my wit
Tonight make me unstoppable
And I will charm
I will slice I will dazzleI will outshine them all
Standing on the packed dance floor
Our bodies throb in time
Silent on the weekdays Tonight I claim whats mine
Is it so wrong to crave recognition?2nd best runner up
Is it so wrong to want rewarding?
To want more, than is given to you
Holy Sh*T! Is that a transformer?!
This guy is like the coolest ever:
Actually most of the Warcraft music vids I've seen are pretty hot, which is something coming from someone who is not a fan of W.O.W
Gigi ? Got a voice, got Talent, doesn't use it well enough. Sorry
Lost my wallet, only to find it again a day later.Pretty lucky
"They don't call us high elves for no reason" ha ha Love you Nyhm.
My back is sore. I think I jacked it up preety good and proper last night; I was locked out so stayed at Lorna's.She was a very accomodating hostess. She fed me and everything.
I don't atually have anything to blog about as at this moment my stomach is just saying food food food food
Guess I will follow its will.haha
Actually most of the Warcraft music vids I've seen are pretty hot, which is something coming from someone who is not a fan of W.O.W
Gigi ? Got a voice, got Talent, doesn't use it well enough. Sorry
Lost my wallet, only to find it again a day later.Pretty lucky
"They don't call us high elves for no reason" ha ha Love you Nyhm.
My back is sore. I think I jacked it up preety good and proper last night; I was locked out so stayed at Lorna's.She was a very accomodating hostess. She fed me and everything.
I don't atually have anything to blog about as at this moment my stomach is just saying food food food food
Guess I will follow its will.haha
Sunday, October 11, 2009
Run David Run
http://blasterkid.deviantart.com/art/Death-92196452
Yes I know. oink oink.
I'm not that kinda kid though generally speaking. In fact just mments ago I hurridly left a friends apartment as they were making me feel very... I was blushing okay.
She's that hot and the guy friends we'd been chillin with had both just left so it was just the two of us and,, well, yeah.
You may find this hard to believe but I do mean to stay a virgin for as long as possible. I am absolutely serious; ones virginity is a precioius thing, one should not give it up to the first dog that pants -no pun-for it,so to speak.
Missed a whole week of college work. Most of it was Inclass work and thus there's only so much I can catchup on, but I would like to think I'm all caught up in script and Editing, the two most writing intensive ones.
Back to work tomarrow, got to go and wash my shirts'. Night.
X
Yes I know. oink oink.
I'm not that kinda kid though generally speaking. In fact just mments ago I hurridly left a friends apartment as they were making me feel very... I was blushing okay.
She's that hot and the guy friends we'd been chillin with had both just left so it was just the two of us and,, well, yeah.
You may find this hard to believe but I do mean to stay a virgin for as long as possible. I am absolutely serious; ones virginity is a precioius thing, one should not give it up to the first dog that pants -no pun-for it,so to speak.
Missed a whole week of college work. Most of it was Inclass work and thus there's only so much I can catchup on, but I would like to think I'm all caught up in script and Editing, the two most writing intensive ones.
Back to work tomarrow, got to go and wash my shirts'. Night.
X
Saturday, October 10, 2009
:D
Hey I've decided not to bother checking for comments any more as noone actually leaves them
Nice day today.
Good night
Nice day today.
Good night
Friday, October 9, 2009
I killed my grandpa when I was your age
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Note to Advertisers: Porn is shit. Sex is overated. Its an act of Fucking procreation/recreation
get over it and stop using it to sell us shit.
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Fuitlity and Love
You ment so much to me sitting demurly confidant in History class
being indie before it was In
I floundered, tripping over my own self, trying to get near to you
Like I said
I'm not a bad person
Yet
I felt so bad as I had fallen far to much for you
Not like you noticed
Much or did you in social prudence decide to be nice
As in polite bushwhackery?
I damn right nearly loved you
If you saw Iwan't given to subtlety why the hell'd you run from me
Faux paus and frivolity and I mean God damn
what's that look mean
and Im trying hard not to be obsessive stop being mean
All I wanted was you.
Note to Advertisers: Porn is shit. Sex is overated. Its an act of Fucking procreation/recreation
get over it and stop using it to sell us shit.
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Fuitlity and Love
You ment so much to me sitting demurly confidant in History class
being indie before it was In
I floundered, tripping over my own self, trying to get near to you
Like I said
I'm not a bad person
Yet
I felt so bad as I had fallen far to much for you
Not like you noticed
Much or did you in social prudence decide to be nice
As in polite bushwhackery?
I damn right nearly loved you
If you saw Iwan't given to subtlety why the hell'd you run from me
Faux paus and frivolity and I mean God damn
what's that look mean
and Im trying hard not to be obsessive stop being mean
All I wanted was you.
Thursday, October 8, 2009
Im not a bad person OKay
In this indecent hour when most people are sleeping, I blog
Feel awful guys, terrible
but really good too, its what the bad combination of boredom and Fatigue will do to you if you are somewhat bi-polar. go fig.
Some one
.................Save me
You the folks
................That made me
Let me break this
..............Same old beat
Feel like shit
.............For what I feel
No I'm not
........Crimminal
My sins are
.........Minimal
In comparison
.............to what you've done
So kiss me
.........."love me" like it means somethng
Rail against the darkling of the light
This is my blog so I'm not going to say sorry for carrying on about this.
Im bisexual no fully homosexual and
I hate it,
Or rather I hate how in my innermost depths
a voice says, everytime I say "she looks nice", it says "you're scum...immortal scum destined for a furnace filledd for you by men." for being gay. The irony of that.
God loves me, the world does n't and there is noone to whom i may run and weep my bosom clean to as my own mother would -
And my father'd lynch me, caring as he does nothing for me and everything for the idea of me
The me shaped hole that the universe insists oughta exist
SO I think to myself well someone or something says keep living and I will I will fill this whoe as best as I can - No i will carve out another more wonderful thtan the first and this shall be the true me, unhindered me free F-R-E-E
but those thoughts of freedom always end with gunshots, or of worse wounds, the kind only those you love so dearly and so whole-heartedly can inflict. The kind they would inflict, if they knew.
Feel awful guys, terrible
but really good too, its what the bad combination of boredom and Fatigue will do to you if you are somewhat bi-polar. go fig.
Some one
.................Save me
You the folks
................That made me
Let me break this
..............Same old beat
Feel like shit
.............For what I feel
No I'm not
........Crimminal
My sins are
.........Minimal
In comparison
.............to what you've done
So kiss me
.........."love me" like it means somethng
Rail against the darkling of the light
This is my blog so I'm not going to say sorry for carrying on about this.
Im bisexual no fully homosexual and
I hate it,
Or rather I hate how in my innermost depths
a voice says, everytime I say "she looks nice", it says "you're scum...immortal scum destined for a furnace filledd for you by men." for being gay. The irony of that.
God loves me, the world does n't and there is noone to whom i may run and weep my bosom clean to as my own mother would -
And my father'd lynch me, caring as he does nothing for me and everything for the idea of me
The me shaped hole that the universe insists oughta exist
SO I think to myself well someone or something says keep living and I will I will fill this whoe as best as I can - No i will carve out another more wonderful thtan the first and this shall be the true me, unhindered me free F-R-E-E
but those thoughts of freedom always end with gunshots, or of worse wounds, the kind only those you love so dearly and so whole-heartedly can inflict. The kind they would inflict, if they knew.
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