I am in a very bad place right now. Mentally speaking.
It aint the worst ive been in but really, it was all going so well.
Ma and Pa decided to call it quits, I miss a few days a college Im out of it, Made a regal ass of myself in front of someone I really need listening to me, folly folly and mmore.
But why am I chastised so harshly for mistakes anyone could make? is it cause I go out of my way forever to acommodate people that they feel that means taking up residence upon my personal space and usuing me as a doormat?
I dont know what to do and yes I know I havent a clue but no ones perfect eh?
cycles and cycles, what have i done what am i doing why who and where?
I could talk with someone, but I currently have high disregard for psychiatrists.
I isolate do I ?
No paitence for folk of any sort right now but despise being alone. with my thoughts.
Its scary
