Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Leather for hell-A song

When classifying organisms scientists generally look at, amongst other things, shared characteristics. So what defines a human being?
Small mindedness,
selfishness
begrudgery,
miserliness,
and above all deciet.
So many of our problems stem from denial of our true beings. The crippling thing that is society-that is out loud in living form the idea that shared more and values and traits-yes traits- could some ho better perserve human lives. Ridiculous in that and here I referance Mr Ellis's fine Monkey God speech (naturally steering away from what he actually was saying in order to make it look like he thinks what I instead am saying and trying to force into your brain. Taking art turning it in to propaganda not for any cause but for personal gain, thats very human also.maybe i am). We aren't built for communal living.
Although we are so helpless when we are born once we are wiser and walking along on our own two feet what really ahould be done is we should seperate from society and our parents because the purpose of both has been fufilled. Genetics passed on human beings live on. Instead there is this peversion
(http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=HEgTLrT8UJU&feature=related)
that these things this Society somehow manges to keep a hold on perfectly fit young healthy individuals (old?please no such thing). Forever keeping them in bondage to rules? why? hells be a boy if i know.)Power
Im pretty sure it is because long ago somebody ,probably female, realised - hey listen there's more to life than procreation. We dont have to just be biological machines on a 3-point operating plan. We're special. We can do stuff-hell no wait, I can do stuff. I am the pinnicale, I am individual, procreation aside I only need these other schmuks for one thing but to keep them from realising that I got be quick I must be clever I must have: (

Friday, February 18, 2011

On switch

Aerte has run off.
I see now that theres no point. The only point to life is power.
The first power is to know yourself. Im so screwed over from listening to everyone else. The second power is to love yourself,inside and out. Let no thing you desire be kept from you. drink smoke do weed go out make love and alot of fucking mistakes and for the love of goddess ALWAYS KNOW AT LEAST ONE MARTIAL ART.

having mastered myself i know the universe aint no thing.

Im so sickened. I underwent Iet in order to let go certain thing that had long been troubling me only to discover that after awhile , its not all me.

People are full of shit from the age of roughly 19-40's they are chock full of it. then comes the monkey ages i guess where one doesn't particularily give a fuck. but i do.

FIrst things first was a trip back to Artisan so convinced as i was that all the past was past and with enough goo humour i could make a new beginning, naturally i walk in to a room falling silent with a less than guilty smile upon THATones face. honestly some bitches are so silly holding grudges over contests-cause sure they haven't enough already right?
Back to college. Ok this i now understand people hate those who try because it makes them feel threatened and or jealous it makes them go oh i wish i could do that/be that quickly followed by Oh but why would you wanta just be like me sure

Begrudgers. Irelands finest export.

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Sunday, October 31, 2010

Well

No one can take whats not given to them

Artisan no longer an option.

apparently a piece I sent to Malachy was inappropriate. Well excuse me. like I knew

SCREAM III

suprisingly funny. Its nice to be taken back to a time when horror films had plot and weren't torture/gore porn.


Rock N Rolla
winner of GLAAD, BLACK REEL and EMPIRE awards (uk) for outstanding film,Best Soundtrack, Best British film and Best soundtrack again respectively.
This film full of dark humour and slick guy Ritchie style direction (props to the editor? anyone?) is a gritty and very british gansta flick believe it or not which could kick Ocean11's shiny hollywood manicured ass any day.
Way underated

SKINS:USA
NO. okay, it wont work. What I love about shows like misfits,skins, and co is that they're so unique yeah? very british isles and lets be honest kids. US kids cant kick it like we do.
The summary? avoid this show like the plague, if you value true TV.

Music:
Kid Cudi. This boy can rock. check out highs and lows , Cleveland, and Marijuana

Elder Roache- smooth vocals, alternate style

Pogo: youtube sensation of sorts. Stoner messiah.

Clays of Jar: Because they're awesome

Wednesday, May 26, 2010

oi!

I was not off flouncing. I merely took a break and Vincent if you are going to be so lazy as to after a half year of half arsed blogging ask someone else to do it for you, then you have no right to critique them about how its done.

Sunday, May 9, 2010

Vinny here

I dont know where Arte is probably off somewhere, flouncing or something.

Well I decided some one would have to update this blog before it died completely and that someone of course would be me


>sigh< I try not to hate myself these days but it gets harder and harder. I understand perfection is a thing obtainable by no man and the more mistakes in ones youth one makes well the better as one wont make those same mistakes when one is far older and thus meant to know much better. Still I cant help but to think of all the oppertunities I have already missed because I did not have the good sense to realise how valuable they were at that time.
I struggle with now suddenly finding myself an adult. It seems now my actions have both meaning and consequence, and I can not run to my parents to save me from the folly of my ways.
knowing this I find I worry often about every decision I make which often than not means a decision is not made in time. Eighteen only and I feel life rushing by. I struggle to grasp on to it and hold it and live it to the full but thats so easier said than done.
Recently stuff happened. I say stuff because were I to elaborate I doubt I'd be believed. Here are the tangible bits, my parents split, things well started being less than peachy I went through alot and I ask my self did I make the most of it. So much has happened.So much might have happened and I keep asking myself did I make the best of it.Did I even try?

Lord knows I try but when my book is written for cosmic prosterity will it be recoerded that during this most trying of times all my worst flaws came to the fore.
A wise and optimistic being may point out that when times like these happen we are like gold being passed through the furnace, our impurities may indeed come to the fore but only so that they may be purged.
And in the end though we be not akin to perfectly made beings, our perfection, what perfection we have, dented and un whole as it may be , will mean all the more as it not have been come by easily.

I keep this in mind and declare to myself that my days of sorrow are over. Hardship is something I no longer can claim exists in my life. I am better things are better all is better.

yeah.

Saturday, May 8, 2010

well

There is nothing greater for the build up of stupidity than to waste time on things you care nothing for.
the same goes for people

Saturday, April 17, 2010

Hiding is not an option it is the lifestyle

It so easy to convince ones self that all is wrong or that all is right or that all is broken hopless unwholesome.
All in all its easy to large bold conclusive statements and expect them to stay up just by the sheer gravitas they bring when said in a conversation but the truth me thinks is a little less conclusive. The truth is. If I knew what followed that is, then you would know I knew nothing.
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Us humans are most likely notoriious across galaxies for our obsession with that F-word
How often we use it must seem absurd to any observing outsider. F-this and F-that and so on, an it's a Obscene.

What is will be regardless of what you name it,or how you try to pre-empt it change it ignore it avoid it. Though there are some very clear paths. Some very seemingly ment to be events, things that no matter what ,will somehow find a way to manifest themselves. And if you feel you have a role to play in these things and do not play it, well like a candle that wont light, you get put on the shelf. And the Proceedings go on without you .
I say this yet remeber a very( okay not so) different me once saying "whatever is,generally is whats meant to be -even when it isn't."


I grow tired of those who think themselves practioners of witchcraft. Those who know how to do those things the other pathos-inducing fools claim to , seem to use it for such petty means. Even without so called magic us human beings are strong, we are potential incarnate. ~WE are the number one defining force of this world. yet we are
bound. So Many petty petty restraints. you can blame Satan but only to a certain point. We run away we fly
Hiding is not an option it is the lifestyle